Mandytgirl

 I posted this story on TGirl Talk earlier tonight, in a thread about fantasies that you never pursued,  after writing it I felt like maybe I should put it up on my blog for posterity's sake. I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I did remembering it. 

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Fall of 2003

I've been hitchiking up the 101 all day long on my way from Los Angeles to San Fransisco. I'm in Monterrey and the sun is going down, I'm still a good 100 miles from the nearest friends house and I don't have enough money to get a hotel room, not exactly sure where I'm going to sleep. The beautiful sunset leaves me feeling lonesome, in a way thats hard to describe, seeing something beautiful, being on such a grand adventure, meeting so many interesting people, and having no one to share it with. I'm starting to worry, when a car pulls over a hundred yards ahead. As I run towards the car, I notice several Kucinich for President bumper stickers and a midwife sticker as well.

When I get in the car, a beautiful woman with bright red hair in her early 20's (she looked exactly like the character Tammy Littlenut from Strangers With Candy) says to make myself comfortable and starts to make conversation. Evidently tonight is her last night in California, she leaves tomorrow to fly to Ohio to work on Kucinich's obviously doomed bid for president, but she fervently believes in it, so who am I to burst her bubble? She tells me she's been visiting her mother in San Diego, and she wanted to go have one last night with her husband before flying to Ohio and being apart from him for three months.

As we near Santa Cruz its dark, and she asks what my plans are, she lives outside Santa Cruz on a horse farm. I tell her I'm going to plow on through to SF where I have plenty of places to stay. She'll have none of it. She insists that I come to her home, where she will cook me a vegan meal (I was vegan at the time, god the hunger.....) evidently her and her husband had recently gone vegetarian so she was super excited to share with me. As a policy, when hitchiking, if a ride offers a meal, even if I can afford to buy one, I accept peoples hospitality because giving feels just as good as receiving. She makes vague allusions to "girls like me" but doesn't push it.

When we get to her house, she runs out of the car and jumps into her husbands arms (he's oh gosh, taller than me by far 6'6 maybe also with bright red hair) and kisses him for a while. Then she explains my situation and they both insist that I stay the night. I go inside with them and they pour me a glass of wine. While she makes dinner he takes me on a tour of his music studio (professional musician, love hippies sometimes.) and I sit down and play the piano for a while. Then we all share dinner, and its lovely. At some point the mood changes, and its no longer just friendly, they are obviously horny, and they are dropping subtle cues that I could join them for the evening. I'm so exhausted from my days travels, the red wine has made me heavy, and I have no idea how to explain my gender since it hasn't been directly talked about, and its her last night with her husband, so I opt for the VW bus they have parked outside.

I curl up in my sleeping bag, and jerk off listening to them fuck, cumming over and over and over (lucky for me I can have as many orgasms as I have the arm strength to pursue), as I moan and groan, they get louder and louder. Finally, all is still, and there is no sound except for the whinnying of the horses outside, and I fall into a deep sleep.

In the morning my new friends give me a ride into town and I easily hitch a ride to San Fransisco by 9AM.

True story.

Now I experienced this, or a variation of this so many times, but always feared what might happen if I let people know that I was a 'chick with a dick', and that is why I started pursuing sex work, same thrill, strangers, a night of passion, never to see the person again. I often times fantasize about that night on the Horse farm, and ever since then I've had a real fetish for married couples.

So thats my story.

 

Posted by Me on 01-02-2008 05:42:18 | Permalink | Comments

Today was a mellow day. I woke up at the crack of dawn, again (6AM) which is better than the last two days (5AM). I've seemed to be needing much less sleep since I quit smoking cig's and pot, my mind is just back to its old tricks, which is a very good thing. Anyways, its now been 11 days since I've smoked anything which is the longest since the Iraq war started. Anyways, I woke up at 6 only to realize Sarah was already off to work, bummer, I hate not being able to say goodbye when she leaves for work in the morning.

Putzed around on the net, finally finished downloading my shoot for TSSeduction, it took 21 hours, thanks dial up. Drove in to town, did an easy photo shoot, just a solo foot scene, me and my blonde pigtails. My one complaint would be that my photographers studio is freezing cold, its in a really cool old building, but drafty as hell, so I had some perky nipples alright. The photos will be really nice though, and it felt good to be productive.

Posted by Me on 01-02-2008 02:53:00 | Permalink | Comments

I had a lot of fun shooting this scene for TSSeduction and I hope you enjoy it.

I've been anticipating this shoot ever since I spent a lovely day in SF shortly before Thanksgiving. I have to say, I was treated very well by the folks at Kink, and the crew that I worked with was alot of fun, not too mention totally hot! (Kind of distracting, but thats a good thing.) I didn't want to go home when I did, there was just so much to explore, and so many smart and hot people there, I guess I briefly entertained the notion of hiding underneath the pool table till everyone went home at night. But...I didn't. Maybe I'll be lucky enough to go back sometime soon and do another scene in the new armory location, which looks like a fantastically eery space to play in.

 I'm really glad that the TS world seems to be exploring the world of Kink more and more, not that Vanilla sex doesn't have its merits, but I really thrive when my mind as well as my body is engaged in a scene, and the tsseduction crew did a a good job of both. In this scene I roleplay a sex-therapist who uses hypnosis to improve her clients sex life. This was really exciting to me, as some of my earliest fantasies as a child stemmed from Mind control and hypnosis. I remember very vividly masturbating at a young age after watching escape from witch mountain ( a disney film that involves kids with psychic powers), and I suppose I'm still very much turned on by these sort of scenarios. So check it out, the trailers are alot of fun, and hopefully the scenes are well worth your cash, not too mention there are a ton of top notch performers doing all sorts of fantastic scenes. 

 

 

Posted by Me on 30-01-2008 17:03:00 | Permalink | Comments

After driving into Portland in the intermittent snow and freezing rain yesterday, I showed up at my aestheticians spa only to find out he was out for the week with a back injury. I was pretty ticked off, it was my second cancellation in as many days due to back injuries (one from an old regular who I haven't seen in a year), and this one's secretary should have called before I dug my car out of the freaking snow and drove into town. But I couldn't really make a scene, and I felt like a jerk when I talked to my pal on the phone, after all, he was injured and I was making a stink about not getting my eyebrows waxed. So I took a deep breath and decided to head to the record store.

Lucky for me, the Magnetic Fields (who are on of my ATF's) new album Distortion, was just released. I picked it up, and hurried my ass out of the record store before I spent an embarrassing sum of money (this happens more than I would like).

What a fantastic album! It starts off with a great instrumental/dance tune with the simple lyrics "Three Way!". Hell yeah, there's a song I can shake my booty to.
Some great songs on this album, none of the "I think I'll have to get used to it" feelings like I often experience when I buy an album from a longtime fave'.
Some great songs about whores, homo's and sleepless sobriety (Too Drunk to dream).

If I ever meet Stephen Merrit I am going to give him a big old Bugs Bunny kiss on the lips and try and turn him,  he's very gay, but maybe he likes Trannies? I dunno. A girl can dream.

Posted by Me on 30-01-2008 15:59:47 | Permalink | Comments

Everyone has recurring dreams, I know I'm not the only one. For me, it goes something like this:

 I'm horny, I look down, my cock is throbbing and I put it in my mouth, or I lie on my back and get in Plow pose and lo and behold the gentle pulsing of my hot cock is in my mouth. I'd say I've been having this dream once a week or so, maybe more, ever since I stopped being able to Auto Fellate (guess I stopped trying when I was in my most repressed phase as a late teen, then the hormones and loss of flexibility over the years made it impossible.). i try probably once a week to see if my yoga regimen is helping at all, sadly it doesn't seem to quite do the trick. Well, I was very excited to learn that a simple twist pose (Vakrasana) is actually the best way to do it. You just twist and lean your head down. And suck away. No, no, it was just another dream. When I woke up I was in bed, not at a new years party in SF, and not using simple yoga poses to blow myself. Sigh....Guess I'll have to settle for 69 or some other more traiditional pose to satisfy those urges. 

A good friend of Sarah's runs this awesome website (its totally gay!) solosuck.com , lucky bastard. 

Sigh...Back to yoga. 

 Today I brave the snowy, slushy roads to get my eyebrows waxed. Sure do love my aesthetician. 

Posted by Me on 29-01-2008 19:04:57 | Permalink | Comments

So I am so excited I can hardly sit still. My lover and partner of the last 3 and a half years has decided to leave her job in the "normal world" and come back to work with me. This means we will be shooting several scenes for my website, and hopefully others in the near future, as well as touring the Western United States (possibly more) to entertain fans in private sessions. My introduction to the sex industry originally began when I fell in love with Sarah, and wanted to find a way to earn an income while being able to spend the maximum amount of time possible having sex with her. For a wonderful year we worked together entertaining gentleman in the Northeast and Northwest, and at the end of that year she chose to move on and work in a different field, I decided to continue on. I've enjoyed my solo work, but never quite had the fun I did when working with her. I've also refrained from touring extensively because it makes me sad to be away from her for too long. Now, we will be combining our intelligence, wit, and sexiness to offer what I hope will be a unique look into a real love affair between a TS and a non trans woman, something that is rather lacking in the industry. (I'm sure there are others out there, but most Tgirl on girl content lacks a feeling of authenticity or enjoyement) I hope to change this and show something special. Keep your eyes peeled, as February will be lovers month on Mandytgirl.com and we will be touring, starting with San Fransisco and Los Angeles, then most likely heading to Arizona and then on to Texas.

Posted by Me on 28-01-2008 19:24:00 | Permalink | Comments

 

The quiet roar of frozen power lines fills the air, here in the Columbia River Gorge. Last night was intense, I woke up from a nightmare about the collapse of the dollar (am I the only one besides Investment bankers to dream about this?)  to see a transformer explode in the distance. Everything was so still, save for the giant Evergreen trees bending underneath the weight of frozen limbs, and Eagles crying out. Traffic in and out of Portland has been seriously reduced which is a welcome change, seems more and more people come driving through here every day. Sarah and I risked the icy roads to drive in to Portland and get a hot meal (no cooking with an electric stove, and no gas for my old propane camp stove).

Exciting times for me, planning a big tour in the near future. It's been years since I've hit the road properly, and I look forward to once again seeing all those people I've missed, as well as meeting new clients that have been begging me to visit for the last 3 years.

Tomorrow I will take some pictures, it is so beautiful out (thousand foot tall waterfalls frozen on cliffs) I should share the visual wealth.

Well, I'm gonna take a bath, and do what makes me happiest -get naked and cuddle with my lover-, I do love winter.

hugs and kisses

 

Posted by Me on 28-01-2008 02:39:16 | Permalink | Comments